Hello everyone! I know it's been awhile since I've posted a journal on here, I just don't find time to mess around with the computer much these days. Jaycie's almost 10 weeks old. She's developing such a little personality. It's so adorable. She laughs, she coos already, she smiles all the time. She loves her bath, she screams the whole time you undress her but when you pick her up and set her in the water she stops almost instantly and just starts looking around at everything. Her eyes are still a dark blue, kinda almost grayish in the middle. She weighs 13 lbs. as of Monday and is 23 inches long. I'm doing pretty good too. I got back with Michael, her daddy. It's not the same, we've actually grown a lot together since we've been talking again. He works, I stay at home with babygirl and have a content little time! She's continuing to take on Nickolus's features as the days pass by. I'm not so terrified of it now though, I think it's because I have Michael with me now. It feels now that I have another little piece of Nickolus right there inside Jaycie. I think I freaked out more when I wasn't with Michael because I was dealing with not being with him along with loosing Nickolus, and it was like loosing 2 people at once. I can cope easier now. I still miss Nickolus soo so much, but I'm actually kinda happy now.