Checking in keeping up with the routine couple days will be grandmother surgery worried like hell. my wife had been really helpful and trying keep me calm and not worried. Tomorrow have busy schedule just have to focus and keep up not lying and being good perzon.

Checking in 1 more day till grandmother heart surgery trying to stay strong and have to hope everything goes well. Have a lot on my mind. Wife having hard time she won't be able to do her senior seminar the way she wanted so overall it's rough trying to be there. I been keeping up to keep her stress free but other stuff in life pops up feel helpless but good thing is I have been still lie free since joining forum and proud of that.

Surgery went well for my grandmother however she is in ICU and has a blockage in her leg aswell. We have to wait for anesthesia to wear off but they redid the circulatory system and what not so it should be a good outcome. I pray for full recovery and thank God as well as my wife who has been there for me through the whole ordeal. They are trying to wake her up she isn't so far but it could be due to the meds so now all we can do is wait. Despite all I still am doing well keeping up took my daughter to school, trying to be helpful keeping myself busy and lie free.

Checking in , Its been a few days since I checked in but still keeping up the daily task of not lying . Things have been going great me and my ex fiance are trying to really work things out and so far so good she is actually thinmking of wanting to start staying over again . And even at work my change in attitude has even gotten me an award for outstanding work which is nice to see that change and not lying can be an amazing thing .

Checking in, grandmother still not awake just waiting trying to hang in there. Wife being helpful and keep me calming very stressful just trying to stay positive and lie free would be horrible during something tragic I lie.

Checking in , Today is really tough not able to concentrate at all pretty much to point where i dont even care if I lie to anyone or not. I thought things were going great with my ex it seemed like we were headed in the right direction and all of a sudden it switch she is acting all distant and what not I actually think she is seeing someone else and has been stringing me along all this time as of late . i am feeling like a complete fool but what can I do right she complained that my lying wrecked our relationship and now she is llying to me got figure . FEELING LIKE I DONT EVEN CARE

Beardance,
Trying to stop lying for someone else (or to save a relationship) almost never works since situations change and people will let you down as you have found out. Not until you decide to live a lie free life for yourself and yourself only will you be able to do it.

Grandmother is awake and is recovering good so that's good had me scared for awhile I pray she continues to make full recovery. Beardance, sorry I couldn't give ya input since I been dealing with this but you know there is nothing wrong with communicating and getting things cleared up. Of course it's good idea like is ishwan said to do it for yourself and do it so you don't hurt others. When things like this happen you have to talk alot and communicate alot if your trying to fix the relationship it helped knowing what he pain is concerns are etc. I been keeping up and since I have come clean and been continuing to say the truth I have not told lie yet.

Doing much better and now that my grandmother is doing well aswell, she has no infection or abnormal blood tests or anything everything is going smoothly. I am glad that it is over and I thank God for a successful surgery. Now it's back to working to save money for trip and my wife new business idea. I been hanging in strong and lowest moments still have not lied so I am proud of that.

Picking back up where I left off been having to work a lot, just finally caught a break to check in things are going good except got a lot of deadline stuff coming up that I need to work on. A bit overwhelmed but at least grandmother is recovering well and the lying is under-control so things are good. Just a bit stressed about making sure I can work, take care of family, and spend time.

Checking in, got the day off worked this weekend spending time with wife and going to help daughter with her homework and try to get her to read. I slept most of the day after dropping my daughter to school going to start a good lie free day. Got some errands to do for wife but I feel so tired and lazy hopefully I cam get some stuff.

Checking in, things are great I have been so busy being helpful and being a good husband and parent without lying. It seems I have figured things out and on the right course now I just have to stay this way so I pray I do not repeat past mistakes and move on.

hi my name is parker and i am a liar. i have no clue why i lie but it over stupid things like how much something cost or what i had for breakfast or if i went to work. i feel so horrible i lie especially to the one i love. our relationship is on the rocks cause of it. i need help and it makes me feel like im a bad person. i dont want to lie anymore and need help to figure why i do it.

Was doing okay for a bit now but wife is feeling sick and sad probably a flare up from her autoimmune issue, had to deal with grandmother and now her. Seems like lying is the least of my problems wish I could just fix everything but hard to do. I can only keep my head up try to do my best and stay honest.

Doing much better than yesterday, good thing is I am being more and more helpful and starting to really change my whole life around since the lying has stopped. My wife can see the drastic change her life is becoming a bit more easier to manage now that I assumed majority of her responsibilities.