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Hey. It's been a while since I wrote but we have actually been talking and it's been lovely. But for some reason the last week or so you have talked to me less and less and it feels like your...

i don't know why I do it to myself, give myself false hope that is. She has been so lovely this week it's been none stop chat I felt pretty good but then I go and check her fucking snapchat to see a...

2014 on this very day I returned from a 4 month debt our first time apart. All I can think about it that moment I saw you waiting for me in the arrivals bit, you were so happy as was I.you carried my...

you have written me back I am so nervous to see the content. Im a little sad your dad messaged me asking for my address for you and not yourself but you have your reasons, the main thing is you are...

I should delete you off Snapchat again, I know your at his or at least somewhere I don't know and it kills me.

you added me as a friend on snapchat again the other day I have myself a little bit of hope that you are missing me. I've seen your story the last 2 days and you seam angry at the world but you...

I got butterflies! You just added me on Snapchat!!! Damn I hate giving myself false hope but please  lord let my letter help her come home. I miss her!!!! 

I wonder if I was to not message any of my friends who would message me first to see if I'm ok. It feels like nobody cares or am I just being paranoid? I didn't use to be like this I was...

My childhood best friend of 18 years knows my situation I get he has a busy lifestyle and is in demand but a text just to say how are you doing isn't too hard is it? Why hasn't he checked in with me...

I sent you the letter yesterday evening, I didn't write everything I wanted to and I didn't declare my love for. Instead I told you what I have done to help face my fears and how I realise how I...

I miss you so much Laura! The silent tears that roll down my cheeks don't even bother me now they are just a part of every day life. I wake up with them and I go to sleep with them, they are there...

I never really got behind twitter but you are on there and even though i don't follow you I still look at your profile. You posted something about not fixating on one love and believing that there...

laura I wish you could see what a transformation I have made. All those fears about marriage and children and basically having a life with you have been diminished. My cousillor has helped me a lot...

Laura I have decided to write you a letter. This letter will consist of things that I feel I should explain and also things that are positive/constructive in my healing. You said you wanted to know...

Things just aren't the same when I can't tell you about what I've been doing or a new experience. I miss sharing everything with you