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  It's been a while

  Posted by: empty

  Posted: 11/28/2016

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  Hey. It's been a while since I wrote but we have actually been talking and it's been lovely. But for some reason the last week or so you have talked to me less and less and it feels like your slipping away from me again. If you agree to meet me I am in two minds whether or not to ask you to marry me, either way I need closure I need to know if my words are falling on deaf ears or not. I cant talk to you and ask you over a text message it's not right, but today after me being out of the...

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  I'm such a fool

  Posted by: empty

  Posted: 11/03/2016

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  i don't know why I do it to myself, give myself false hope that is. She has been so lovely this week it's been none stop chat I felt pretty good but then I go and check her fucking snapchat to see a new bloke. My my own fault for snooping I want to give her the cold shoulder now but I don't want to tarnish this week. So frustrated at myself

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: empty

  Posted: 11/03/2016

  empty commented on the discussion Confusion.

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  Confusion

  Posted by: empty

  Last Reply: empty 11/03/2016

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  I have no idea what on earth has happened or why and tombe honest I don't care. She started messaging me on Sunday starting with an apology for not talking to me and making me talk to her through her dad. Since then it's been fluent messages about day to day things and it's been so nice having her to talk to again. I do however feel a little vulnribe because I don't want to fuck up again. 

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 10/28/2016

  empty commented on the discussion Ugh.

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  Memories

  Posted by: empty

  Posted: 10/25/2016

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  2014 on this very day I returned from a 4 month debt our first time apart. All I can think about it that moment I saw you waiting for me in the arrivals bit, you were so happy as was I.you carried my rucksack with the biggest smile I have ever seen. I miss that smile that moment was perfect I was complete again. I miss you I want to text you and ask if you remembered that was today!?! 

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  Ugh

  Posted by: empty

  Last Reply: empty 10/28/2016

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  I feel like fucking shit! I've come away with family to one of my ex's favourite places she should be here! It not the same without her I just want to cry but I'm with family so it's brave face for a bit. I told her I wish she was here she was at work now she is at that house again that bloke stupid Snapchat I just want her in my arms

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  Any ideas

  Posted by: empty

  Last Reply: Darkprince 10/18/2016

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  Anyone got any good ideas to help occupy my mind or stop me fretting. As you may be aware I am waiting for a response to a letter I wrote my ex she has since re added me on Snapchat but that's it I'm still blocked on all other social media and my number is blocked (I'm positive) so her dad told me she moved on a few weeks ago but I refused to believe it. I have seen possibly eveidence of this like just now a snap went up and I don't recognise the house she is at I can only assume it's this...

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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: empty

  Posted: 10/17/2016

  empty commented on empty's journal The wait

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  New Friend

  Posted by: empty

  Posted: 10/16/2016

  empty became friends with tiredgirl.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: empty

  Posted: 10/16/2016

  empty became friends with tiredgirl.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 10/16/2016

  empty commented on the discussion Talking.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 10/16/2016

  empty commented on the discussion Talking.

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  Posted: 10/15/2016

  empty commented on the discussion Suicidal.

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  The wait

  Posted by: empty

  Posted: 10/15/2016

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  you have written me back I am so nervous to see the content. Im a little sad your dad messaged me asking for my address for you and not yourself but you have your reasons, the main thing is you are replying. It's hard not to hold some hope but I have a feeling you will just tell me it's over and to move on if you do I will just cry some more and get angry again.I am still so lost without you please open your heart to love and come home.