The wait

you have written me back I am so nervous to see the content. 

Im a little sad your dad messaged me asking for my address for you and not yourself but you have your reasons, the main thing is you are replying. 

It's hard not to hold some hope but I have a feeling you will just tell me it's over and to move on if you do I will just cry some more and get angry again.

I am still so lost without you please open your heart to love and come home.