Missing you

I miss you so much Laura! The silent tears that roll down my cheeks don't even bother me now they are just a part of every day life. 

I wake up with them and I go to sleep with them, they are there because I miss you and I know I have done wrong. Even though I loved you and tried my hardest I was narrow minded and childish in my decisions and this is the outcome of those decisions and mind set. 

I pray you know my sorrow and my guilt and even more so my love. 

I will write you tomorrow and explain all of this and more. 

Goodnight my princess I love you forever!