Rainbowsearching

Had a response from the area manager today regarding my complaint. She requested a face to face meeting to come up with an action plan before i return to work and face my boss. She was very...

Time for bed, my mood has continued to plummet all evening. Feeling thoroughly miserable, like I've been completely engulfed by a black cloud of misery. Hoping to wake up feeling slightly more on the...

Completely fed up today. Pain has been a bit easier for the past 2 days and I'm starting to function a bit better but now my mental state is taking a nose dive. I've been stuck in doors now for 2...

Well after another phonecall to my boss yesterday where once again she spoke to me like a piece of dirt, I have emailed her boss making a formal complaint. I have enough on my plate at the moment...

Wow, emotional stress really does make this worse. My step mum passed away this afternoon, I've cried and been sick and now I'm crippled with the pain all over my body. I'm completely broken,...

Just phoned to update my manager and inform her that my doctor will have a sick certificate ready for me to collect tomorrow and that i will be posting it out to her. She got really arsey saying that...

In a ridiculous amount of pain today - time to pop off to another planet for a while

Really suffering with muscle spasms tonight. In my neck, arms and across the top of my stomach. It's horrid, don't know how to stop it, must try and get to sleep, not liking this at all!

Ok so I was unable to return to work today. Still can not stand for long enough periods of time without being in pain. Phoned my manager first thing and it was a really awful experience. I could hear...

Had an awful nights sleep last night, could not get into a comfortable position. Every time I started to relax a random shooting, stabbing, burning pain in my legs or feet would cause me to have to...

Just like my last entry, I have been off sick for 4 days and I'm starting to dread the prospect of going back to work on Monday. The stupid thing is I'm probably worse now than I was when I went...

Not sure what I'm fighting against anymore. I'm in constant pain all I want to do is curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep. At the same time I want to keep pushing on, I don't want to give in to...

Had an awful day. My partner quizzed me last night asking what was wrong because I have been behaving oddly. I thought I was doing a really good job of hidding it!! Obviously not - tried to gloss...

I'm here looking for support after old feelings and emotions were stired up yesterday. I saw my CPN from 9 years ago at my place of work. Just caught sight of him, he didn't see me but it sent my...

Had an awful day. My partner quizzed me last night asking what was wrong because I have been behaving oddly. I thought I was doing a really good job of hidding it!! Obviously not - tried to gloss...