Here we go again

Just like my last entry, I have been off sick for 4 days and I'm starting to dread the prospect of going back to work on Monday. The stupid thing is I'm probably worse now than I was when I went sick. I know my partner is going to try and tell me not to go back yet but how is sitting around moaping helping me ? It's not, so I may as well be at work doing as much as I can hopefully with the understanding of my manager so I can take it at my pace. But yet again I have that threat of disciplinary hanging over me. It's a good thing that when I am there I am bloody good at my job. I just hope I am believed. Can't stand people looking at me critically. Not sure my current mental state can cope with any negative judgements. I'm critical of myself enough as it is!