lolamb

wow its been a while since i have gone on here. well, how am i doing?i don't know, i feel like i bury the hatchet with my depression.is it still there? of course.but i have a whole new energy with...

It's over.She didn't want "negative" energy in her life.She was talking about me.She couldn't handle my depression. She couldn't handle my condition.She couldn't handle my  mental illness.She...

Here's a letter to my very own counselor.Thank you. You have opened up my eyes.You made me realize how horrible humans can be and get.How unfair others can think and act.You have told me things that...

ever since my website launched, its been awkward.the 'best friend' reached out to me after an old friend contacted her. (how embarrassing)and ever since we "forgave" each other, it's been nothing...

Options. Thoughts. Emotions. Feelings.Things that we are in control of.We are, right? Or we're not?How can humans be in control of their own state of mind?I wonder why my state is always out of...

i made a personal blog!its basically kind of like this website but more out there?anyways, it would be kind of you if y'all wanted to check it out.for now its simple - the journals I wrote on here...

how crazy it is that some people have bad intentions for you?how can people be so cruel to make you suffer?how easy one person can manipulate others and how easy those are manipulated?it amazes me...

what do you do when you feel like you're spiraling?i took the bus on the way home and i was just spacing out and tears were forming. how easily can emotions just appear. they come when they want,...

Here i am, such a crying mess.It blows my mind how the human brain has all these connectionsto control every little thought and emotion in you. Currently I am texting the Crisis Hotline (741-741)...

Once again I slipped into the darkest black hole .I've been having visions of commiting suicide. What if that's a sign?I am a firm believer of God - so what if he's telling me that its my time to...

Today was totally weird.I actually had a good day - at work. I was having fun with my coworkers and even felt generous to buy them coffee. But I still have that empty feeling in the pit of my...

Well, where do I even start? I basically became a loner. I lost my best friend, we had a 15+ year friendship over social media. Her cousin manipulated her into thinking that I was talking bad about...