What If...
Once again I slipped into the darkest black hole .
I've been having visions of commiting suicide.
What if that's a sign?
I am a firm believer of God - so what if he's telling me that its my time to go?
What if He's doing it?
What if I can stop all of this, yet I am the one making myself suffer by staying alive?
What if its just better to just leave and never come back?
What if I just go back to my counselor yet what is that going to solve?
I do not know how to end this journal so goobye for now.
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Hey little lamb. We all slip back from time to time. You don't want to do that. God would never give you a sign that it's time to go. Not like that. God put you on this earth not as a mistake but to do good things. You got to trust who you are and trust your counselor. It's a good idea to go back to see him or her and it's something you need. Please stay with us. I and we will help you get through this.
Scott