update..

wow its been a while since i have gone on here. 

well, how am i doing?

i don't know, i feel like i bury the hatchet with my depression.

is it still there? of course.

but i have a whole new energy with me. 

i am trying to find my positivity with people.

i am surrounding myself with people who don't know about my life, my depression, because i know they will not bring it up and actually let me breathe for once.

i don't talk with anybody about my problems anymore - which sucks,

but i've learned to just let it go.

also i cut out the toxic people in my life who did not deserve me at all. 

when my life was on the line, nobody ever made sure i was okay & that was such a wake up call for me. 

i learned that i am alone in this place, and i have finally accepted it. 

i have accepted every flaw in my, but i am worth it. 

i am worth living a life, to find happiness, to shine my light.

its just the matter of time..