in or out of control
Options. Thoughts. Emotions. Feelings.
Things that we are in control of.
We are, right? Or we're not?
How can humans be in control of their own state of mind?
I wonder why my state is always out of control.
Can I fix it?
Sometimes I try my best to distract myself but it always comes back.
I cry because it scares me.
I cry because what if this beats me?
Who knows who's in control or if I am just out of control..
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I was always in control of my life and destiny. But it all goes to show being in the wrong place at the wrong time. Been sexualy abuse by another male sends you into a tailspin and out of control and so confused of who you are anymore because of the stranger as a puppeteer left me as an empty shell and like a puppet. Fake out. That's not me. I had to do what i had to do to survive but not proud of it. I had to do what i had to do to survive to be in control so he couldn't know i won and he lost. I guess today who is stronger..... We are.
Scott