awkward

ever since my website launched, its been awkward.

the 'best friend' reached out to me after an old friend contacted her. (how embarrassing)

and ever since we "forgave" each other, it's been nothing but weird vibes.

i thought best friends are suppose to be there in their darkest times?

i thought when you are trying to apologize its about the person and not make yourself the victim?

how easy was i fooled.

but its not my fault. oh no.

if you can't accept who i am.

understand who i am. 

nothing between us will ever be the same.