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I'm sorry for being away so long. I thought the "really bad days" were behind me. But, in reality, those "bad days" seem to come back all too fast when life throws a curve at me. My dog, Bigby,...

Dear God,      In the past weeks, months, years,my life has changed dramatically.My loved one made a decision,I wish he had not made.Leaving me heartbroken with disbelief, guilt,...

A Great Story  (from my sister's blog)It developed after I was born sometime. You see I grew up with my brothers only. My sister Debbie is on paper my cousin, but in blood a sister. The story is...

Yesterday, July 28th was our wedding anniversary. I think I was close to having a nervous breakdown. I'm feeling better today, just shocked that I had one of those "really bad days" again.

Hi, my name is Debbie. My husband completed suicide December 22, 2008. We had a terrible fight over his meth use and had already lost $50,000 in savings, charged alot on credit cards and lost our...

 It's been a long time since I've written to my friends here at DS. So long, that I wonder if you still consider me your friend. After spinal surgery and returning to work in February 2010, I was a...

  I still have your ashes. It's been a year since your death and I still have your ashes! There was no memorial service. Your sister and I planned to give you a military funeral last spring, but so...

Today is your 60th Birthday. The first since you've been gone.  As I reflect on our last week together and your decision to end your life, I wonder what the outcome would be had I handled the...

I had coffee with a male friend today.  He had been a friend of Shawn's for several  years before I was in the picture. I was totally thrown for a spin when he came onto me.  I told him I was not...

I finally received my tax refund for 2008. The 1st check included my husaband's name and I was unable to cash it at my bank. I returned the voided check to the IRS, filled out paperwork AGAIN and...

I'm sorry for being away so long. I thought the "really bad days" were behind me. But, in reality, those "bad days" seem to come back all too fast when life throws a curve at me. My dog, Bigby,...

Dear God,      In the past weeks, months, years,my life has changed dramatically.My loved one made a decision,I wish he had not made.Leaving me heartbroken with disbelief, guilt,...

A Great Story  (from my sister's blog)It developed after I was born sometime. You see I grew up with my brothers only. My sister Debbie is on paper my cousin, but in blood a sister. The story is...

Yesterday, July 28th was our wedding anniversary. I think I was close to having a nervous breakdown. I'm feeling better today, just shocked that I had one of those "really bad days" again.

Hi, my name is Debbie. My husband completed suicide December 22, 2008. We had a terrible fight over his meth use and had already lost $50,000 in savings, charged alot on credit cards and lost our...