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  Disappearing Act

  Posted by: egan

  Posted: 07/03/2017

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  My anger is slowly starting to eat away at me. I can't eat, all I want to do is sleep, and when I can't be sleeping I just want everyone to leave me alone. Daily small talk and friendly banter is even feeling like work to me at this point. I don't feel like anyone understands what I'm feeling and I want to just disappear. I thought about going for a run and just continuing to go until my legs give out. Just run forever away from everyone and everything and just fucking disappear. I know I'm...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: egan

  Posted: 07/03/2017

  egan commented on the discussion How do you deal with anger?.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: egan

  Posted: 08/14/2016

  egan became friends with james447777.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: egan

  Posted: 08/14/2016

  egan became friends with james447777.

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  Decisions...

  Posted by: egan

  Last Reply: Pag.mars 09/17/2016

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  I have been having a really difficult time lately. I can feel myself slipping back into needing a ton of pills/alcohol-- basically whatever I can get my hands on so when I'm not at work and my mind can be occupied, I have a way of drowning out any and all thoughts. I came up with an idea of how maybe I can help myself. I have read so many posts and most of the time the biggest help if you're in a situation like mine is to distance or separate yourself from what is triggering you. In my case, I...

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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: egan

  Posted: 08/22/2016

  egan commented on the discussion Klonopin and Panic Attacks.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 08/22/2016

  egan commented on the discussion Could Use Some Support.

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  Decisions

  Posted by: egan

  Posted: 08/22/2016

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  I have been having a really difficult time lately. I can feel myself slipping back into needing a ton of pills/alcohol-- basically whatever I can get my hands on so when I'm not at work and my mind can be occupied, I have a way of drowning out any and all thoughts. I came up with an idea of how maybe I can help myself. I have read so many posts and most of the time the biggest help if you're in a situation like mine is to distance or separate yourself from what is triggering you. In my case, I...

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  New Friend

  Posted by: egan

  Posted: 08/14/2016

  egan became friends with james447777.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: egan

  Posted: 08/11/2016

  egan became friends with Preciousbabygirl.

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  Getting It Out *THIS MAY TRIGGER YOU*

  Posted by: egan

  Last Reply: Pag.mars 09/17/2016

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  I'm brand new to this and honestly am completely unsure about how I feel telling people. There are three people that know, my boyfriend of four years, an old therapist I had, and a wonderful man I spoke to when I thought about killing myself and called a crisis hotline. Each time telling the actual story gets a bit easier, but for whatever reason the pain never seems to go away. So I guess here's my story. ***I am going to describe a little of what happened because I need to get it fully out,...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: egan

  Posted: 08/11/2016

  egan joined the group Incest Survivors.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: egan

  Posted: 08/11/2016

  egan joined the group Panic Attacks.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: egan

  Posted: 08/11/2016

  egan joined the group Anxiety.