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I am sitting here and I am in pain like always. I have learned to live with my back because I have to. I am not going to have the spinal fusion until I have to because that is a year of my life I...

Dawn there are so many many things I have to say to you and I don't know how to say them to you. I am so conflicted about you. On the one hand you are a victim of Tom. But my bigger part of me says...

I am really really struggling with something that has haunted my life and that is the nightmares I have of my rape. It is a faceless man but I know who it is and it scares the hell out of me every...

Tom, I have things to say to you..Many many things! I am not coming at this out of anger because I was far to angry at you for many years. I can't let anger be the place where I am coming from here...

Mom- A wonderful wise woman who loved us beyond measure! You were my best friend and main supporter who protected me when I could not protect myself. I love you and miss you so much! There isn't a...

I am sad and so depressed! My son and I lost a friend last week to alcohol poisioning and he was only 22. Way to young! I can't take any more death! Mom Dad Chris Ryan who else I love is going to...

Last night my son and I went to our favorite bar to do karoke and there is this one woman there named Joanne who can clear out a room with her singing. It made me deaf just listening to her. I can...

I have been thinking alot about what happened to me. I know that is has had a very profound affect on how I view love and sex and relationships in general. I always pushed people away from me when...

Today has been a day that is hard for me! I miss my dad so much. I know he is up there with my mom and having a wonderful time. My mom has been gone for almost 9 years and my dad 2 and it never gets...

Today is my dad's birthday had he lived he would have been 94. He will be gone 2 years in August and I miss him every day! When will this pain end.

1. My mother died of Ovarian Cancer2. My dad outlived his entire family3. I am a Republican and proud of it4. I will never vote Democrat as long as I live.5. I love Native American History and...

I am just trying to figure out the concept of forgivenss. How am I supposed to forgive the man who was my first love who I  married and who hurt me by his abuse and violence. How can I forgive the...

I have overwhelming anxiety today and I dont know why. I have learned how to recognize it before it gets bad. That fuels my depression because when I get overwhelmed I feel the depression after the...