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And boy have I done that with my sister. I have taught her how to walk all over me and  I have taught her not to have one once of respect for me. The one time I stood up and left because I didn't...

I Promise you Michael you never had to spend alot of time with your dad again. I am so damn tired of Olivia being the immature bitch she is. She will one day get in so much trouble for what she is...

He is 23 and I know he is an adult but I have encouraged him to spend Some part of the Christ mas holiday with his biological dad. He hasn't had that type of relationship with him since he was 7....

I am so tired right now. I hate anxiety with a passion. My anxiety overwhelms me and I don't know what to do about it. There are times when I know where it is coming from other times I am not sure....

I am trying so hard to be every thing my sis wants me to be. I fail over and over because I have finally figured out that none of the stuff she wants me to be is the me I am. I am who I am and I am...

I am tired of being anxious all the time.  The anxiety is bubbling up out of no where and I don't know why. Even with my sleep medicine anxiety rules my nights. And now even my days and I can't stop...

Tom e-mailed me on Myspace and gave me his cell phone number to give to Michael. He puts me in the middle of his stuff yet again. He can e-mail Mike but he doesn't because I am not sure he can handle...

I am so conflicted about you you know. I know that you want to pick up our friendship where you decided to chuck it 22 years ago. How can you expect me to when you broke my heart. I don't know if I...

How do I explain that around here there is a testicle festival and  there are so many people who actually like this delicacy. I have to explain this to my Australian friend and my Morroccan friend...

I found out yesterday that my son's grandma Frances has cancer and it looks like we could lose her to the awful hateful disease of cancer. I am so tired of losing people I love to this god damn...

I am so tired of being in pain. It sucks and I am so tired of it. I have been so depressed over the past couple of months because the pain has gotten progressively worse for me. I am not sure how...

My son  and I were talking last night and we were talking about my being single for 22 years and how I have had one relationship that lasted longer then my marriage did but I ended it because he...

I am sitting here and I am in pain like always. I have learned to live with my back because I have to. I am not going to have the spinal fusion until I have to because that is a year of my life I...

Dawn there are so many many things I have to say to you and I don't know how to say them to you. I am so conflicted about you. On the one hand you are a victim of Tom. But my bigger part of me says...

I am really really struggling with something that has haunted my life and that is the nightmares I have of my rape. It is a faceless man but I know who it is and it scares the hell out of me every...