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I miss you so much mom. 10 years have gone by so fast and I still grieve you probably more then I did when you died. I am thinking about the 9 Christmas's I have missed. 10 this holiday. I just don't...

I was hacked on my facebook last night and I changed my password like i was told to and my computer screwed up to the point where my friend had to completely crash my computer to fix it. It took her...

I am so freaked out. My son went to see his biological father last Saturday and he comes home and he had me some pictures that his dad wanted me to have and Il looked at them and they were some...

I am so freaked out. My son went to see his biological father last Saturday and he comes home and he had me some pictures that his dad wanted me to have and Il looked at them and they were some...

The snow is falling and I am looking out the window and it utterly bothers me.I hate snow because it means cold weather and I have to hibernate and not go outside as often as i would like. In the...

I am the happiest I have been in 6 moths. I moved into an apartment that has it's own sotve so I can finallycook and not have to use the microwave all the time. I was so miserable for so long that I...

I am so tired of pain and depression that I can't begin to tell you. I wish I could have one normal day with out the pain and the depression in my life. I am tired of the people who are telling me to...

I think that says it all. I am in pain and it is taking me under although I told myself I wouldn't let it happen but it is. I am trying so hard to do the  things I used to do but I am in pain when I...

For me the past couple of  weeks have brought me great healing in my life. I forgave my ex-husband for abusing and raping me.  I could not go on the way I have been and it  has taken me 23 years...

And boy have I done that with my sister. I have taught her how to walk all over me and  I have taught her not to have one once of respect for me. The one time I stood up and left because I didn't...

I Promise you Michael you never had to spend alot of time with your dad again. I am so damn tired of Olivia being the immature bitch she is. She will one day get in so much trouble for what she is...

He is 23 and I know he is an adult but I have encouraged him to spend Some part of the Christ mas holiday with his biological dad. He hasn't had that type of relationship with him since he was 7....

I am so tired right now. I hate anxiety with a passion. My anxiety overwhelms me and I don't know what to do about it. There are times when I know where it is coming from other times I am not sure....

I am trying so hard to be every thing my sis wants me to be. I fail over and over because I have finally figured out that none of the stuff she wants me to be is the me I am. I am who I am and I am...

I am tired of being anxious all the time.  The anxiety is bubbling up out of no where and I don't know why. Even with my sleep medicine anxiety rules my nights. And now even my days and I can't stop...