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Tom e-mailed me on Myspace and gave me his cell phone number to give to Michael. He puts me in the middle of his stuff yet again. He can e-mail Mike but he doesn't because I am not sure he can handle...

I am so conflicted about you you know. I know that you want to pick up our friendship where you decided to chuck it 22 years ago. How can you expect me to when you broke my heart. I don't know if I...

How do I explain that around here there is a testicle festival and  there are so many people who actually like this delicacy. I have to explain this to my Australian friend and my Morroccan friend...

I found out yesterday that my son's grandma Frances has cancer and it looks like we could lose her to the awful hateful disease of cancer. I am so tired of losing people I love to this god damn...

I am so tired of being in pain. It sucks and I am so tired of it. I have been so depressed over the past couple of months because the pain has gotten progressively worse for me. I am not sure how...

My son  and I were talking last night and we were talking about my being single for 22 years and how I have had one relationship that lasted longer then my marriage did but I ended it because he...

I am sitting here and I am in pain like always. I have learned to live with my back because I have to. I am not going to have the spinal fusion until I have to because that is a year of my life I...

Dawn there are so many many things I have to say to you and I don't know how to say them to you. I am so conflicted about you. On the one hand you are a victim of Tom. But my bigger part of me says...

I am really really struggling with something that has haunted my life and that is the nightmares I have of my rape. It is a faceless man but I know who it is and it scares the hell out of me every...

Tom, I have things to say to you..Many many things! I am not coming at this out of anger because I was far to angry at you for many years. I can't let anger be the place where I am coming from here...

Mom- A wonderful wise woman who loved us beyond measure! You were my best friend and main supporter who protected me when I could not protect myself. I love you and miss you so much! There isn't a...

I am sad and so depressed! My son and I lost a friend last week to alcohol poisioning and he was only 22. Way to young! I can't take any more death! Mom Dad Chris Ryan who else I love is going to...

Last night my son and I went to our favorite bar to do karoke and there is this one woman there named Joanne who can clear out a room with her singing. It made me deaf just listening to her. I can...

I have been thinking alot about what happened to me. I know that is has had a very profound affect on how I view love and sex and relationships in general. I always pushed people away from me when...

Today has been a day that is hard for me! I miss my dad so much. I know he is up there with my mom and having a wonderful time. My mom has been gone for almost 9 years and my dad 2 and it never gets...