I have overwhelming anxiety today and I dont know why. I have learned how to recognize it before it gets bad. That fuels my depression because when I get overwhelmed I feel the depression after the anxiety subsides. I am so tired of people who think that I can just be okay and not feel anxious. My sister always tells me this and she has no earthly idea what it is like. If I could shake a magic wand and have my life not have dpression and anxiety in it I would but I can't so I wish people would leave me alone. It has been so hard dealing with people who are normal and don't have anything wrong with them. Just because you can't see inside my brain dosen't mean that there isn't anything wrong with me. If you could look at my chemicals in my brain you would be amazed at what you don't find. I am not lazy crazy or insane! I just emote differently that you that is all.