A letter to my ex best friend,

Dawn there are so many many things I have to say to you and I don't know how to say them to you. I am so conflicted about you. On the one hand you are a victim of Tom. But my bigger part of me says that you got what you desreved when you chose to sleep with Tom the night before we were married and many many times after that. You chose to shit on me because you wanted Tom no matter what the cost to me. Both Tom and you owe me some explanations and right now I know not to hope for that. Dawn, you didn't have the right to hurt me the way you did and I won't even get started on the way you treated Michael. I don't know how to feel about you and I don't know weather I will ever forgive you or not because I am not sure you deserve it. You chose the path your as did Tom and I am never going to change that. But how can you sleep at night knowing you hurt me the way you did. I can't fix you or Tom and I am not even going to try. And sometimes I don't even know weather it is worth it to even try. I think in the end karma hit you both in the ass and you deserved it.