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  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Mikesgirlgail

  Posted: 03/26/2018

  Mikesgirlgail commented on the discussion I need to know.

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  Still alone and scared

  Posted by: Mikesgirlgail

  Last Reply: roxanne809 01/01/2018

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  It will be four years in March since my husband of 32 years had no choice but to leave me due to pancreatic cancer. I had no hope from the day he was diagnosed. I knew this was a death sentence but he still lived with treatment for 18 months. The family dynamics and the finances are killing me still. I need to make huge decisions next year. I need to sell the family home and downsize. Leave the home we built together and raised our children in. My life is hell without Michael.

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  I'm over it!

  Posted by: Mikesgirlgail

  Last Reply: LostWithoutCarol 12/15/2017

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  I am in such a bad place right now. It will be four years in March that my life changed forever. I still wake at 4 in the morning with a deep pain in my soul. I drink tea in bed and cry for the life that I want back. I still work and it takes me out of this sad lonely place for a while but I want my husband back. He loved me so much and could take care of anything.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 11/20/2017

  Mikesgirlgail commented on the discussion Feeling like such a fool!.

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  Posted: 10/17/2017

  Mikesgirlgail commented on the discussion 11 months.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 09/04/2017

  Mikesgirlgail commented on the discussion lost.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 08/23/2017

  Mikesgirlgail commented on the discussion alone again.

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  Posted: 07/13/2017

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  Holidays without my best friend

  Posted by: Mikesgirlgail

  Last Reply: roxanne809 07/07/2017

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  Im going on holiday next week with my children and grandchildren. All 12 of us (heaven help me). I'm looking forward to it but it is going to be so different to the holidays I had with my husband where we could just relax and do what we wanted to do. The blessing this time is that I will experience the joy of the children. I made sure I booked a huge house with a bedroom and a bathroom for myself if I need to retreat into my shell. I hope and pray that we all have a great time. Wish me luck...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 07/03/2017

  Mikesgirlgail became friends with vickytic.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 07/03/2017

  Mikesgirlgail commented on the discussion Been 6 years.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/16/2017

  Mikesgirlgail became friends with scottito.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/16/2017

  Mikesgirlgail became friends with scottito.

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  Journal Comment

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  Posted: 06/06/2017

  Mikesgirlgail commented on scottito's journal whereunto now my grief

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 02/22/2017

  Mikesgirlgail became friends with bakers5.