Well I am going to ask for one more referral.....I'm trying to gather my courage up and hold my resolve.  I can only get in to see my regular doctor at the end of the month.  I've got some sort of tendonitis or something going on in my right wrist so I am going to use the opportunity.  I am frustrated by the lack of answers .....I know that is not the doctors' fault but I do resent being told to give up, you're too old. I  am still trying to get healthy......this winter hasn't been good.  I've started a cardio kick class....whew it sure is a kick in the butt.  I just want to find balance again and be at peace ....one way or the other.  I am still rebelling at giving up. ....so maybe one more try?