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Last night you killed me twice. The first time was when you appeared in my dreams, with your evil eyes and creepy smile. Following me with your attempts o keeping me between your hands. The second...

Six days ago, I was abused. It's been six days of crying, six days faking smiles, six days hoping I could die.Everyone asks me "what is wrong?" And they don't know how much I'm breaking on the...

So it had to happen again. Someone had to do it... DO I have a sign that says, "come on, and abuse me!"? Where is it, cause I don't see it? Where is it, and why can't I take it off of me?? Please...

Feeling was always forbbiden for her.   Always did what she was told, never changed the routine, never learned by herself, always living behind everything else.Trying to be proud, or make everyone...

It's horrible how time passes by so quickly. It doesn't have mercy for none of us. seconds which turn into minutes, fastly become into hours, which soon will be days, and months and years. What good...

"I’m battling my demons all alone. It’s not really a battle though when you’re losing, is it? It’s more like a massacre.” Once again I fall into this eternal battle with myself.The pitch...

What a week... Mommy in trouble, daddy ignored, sister stressed, auntie insulting, and me... well I'm about to explode.  Lots of trouble for all of us lately... 

Well... it's been a few rough days, even weeks. Break ups, funerals, and the most recent one... I got a "Hey mr. Hospital, I'm really glad (or not so much) to see you again". Yeah, I was feeling...

And this is the day... I cracked... I feel completely broken... completely empty.I'm not dead, I'm not alive... I breathe, yeah, I breath a lot actually... Sometimes faster, stometimes slower... I...

It's been a while, like a real while, since the last time I ate an ice cream, and today I said, why not? It's really hot outside, and I'm really craving one. My ED hates ice cream, well any food as...

Got an offer... A HUGE one actually. After a long time of not talking with my singing teacher, he called me. He wants me to sing on a special event! WOW that's huge, and awesome, and a great...

So what exactly do you do when you live with the devil itself?Today I wrote a tweet, that said, "I can block out every sound that surrounds me, but not your voice.. =/". One of my bestest friends in...

Birthdays... umm.. Is that day when you celebrate one more year of being alive..Is that day everyone tells you how special you are..Actually, it's an EGO day. You get presents, and congratulations,...

This is one of my favorite songs, it's like the story of my life!! Underneath this smile - Hilary DuffWhat I'm standing on is sinking in.And I don't have a clue how to get off of it.But when I look...

Every day is getting harder. I don't understand anything lately. This has been one rough day full of wonders and whys. I just kept having suicidal thoughts. I haven't been like this since a while,...