julianna

Off to visit Lauren and Andrew and Milo today for the weekend....flying out around 11:00 or so.  Looking forward to spending time with them.  We'll be cutting down their Xmas tree tomorrow which...

Well...today is Thanksgiving.  First time in some time where I feel "alone"....went to Deb's and spent the day with her and her son Mike.  But came home to an empty house.  Kyle is with his dad...

Well...went on the Thursday night date.   Nice man; not for me.  He is definitely much smaller than me in all aspects...Deb says it's like dating an "8th" grader...HA!  Still raising his children...

Well.....back into the gym working out this week....feel great!  Going to try my best to keep up with it.  Have a date tonight....my friend Rebecca introduced me to this business associate that she...

Well,,,it's Sunday night and it's been an ok weekend.  Just trying to keep busy.  Bought a new stove yesterday and it will be delivered sometime this week.  Looking forward to cooking again and...

It has been six months....no contact; no sitings..HA! Sounds like a UFO. No one has seen him to my knowledge...and I often wonder if he has seen me? Have I been walking down Canal street or coming...

Well,  the wedding was beautiful!  One small bump in the road...Andrew got food poisoning and couldn't participate in the reception.  Lauren and everyone was devasatated at first.  But we all...

Six more days until the wedding....I'm very anxious and looking forward to being with everyone.  Lots to do so it has been a busy weekend...however, the Saturday night down time is tough.  Went out...

 Well...here it is.  The end of summer and what have I done?  Not really enjoyed it like I thought I would.  My daughter's wedding is less than two weeks away and I'm sad.  I have to do whatever...

Well...it's been an ok week.  Very busy at work but my mind always seems to wonder.  I walk to the train everyday and think and probaby secretly hope that he is going to be driving down the...

It has been a difficult time for me...I emailed Julianna the other day and she responded to me.  I told her that I missed her and Anthony very much and that I loved them very much.  She answered me...

 Well...here I am.  Almost three months into this.  Still having set backs but they are coming a little further apart now these days.  Only five weeks until Lauren gets married.  So excited for...

Life is ok today...it is always comforting to know that I can come here and talk about things.  I've been keeping myself very busy this summer.  Friends, family etc.  I know that he will always be...

Well.....it has been almost two months and I'm writing today to let you know that I'm not completely over everything.  I still find myself thinking of him and where he is and what he is...

 What a bad day today...just emotional.  It is so beautiful outside but just can't seem to get into it.  I feel really alone.  I feel like I have no real girlfriends to count on just to go for a...