Still here

 Well...here I am.  Almost three months into this.  Still having set backs but they are coming a little further apart now these days.  Only five weeks until Lauren gets married.  So excited for everything!  This weekend is her shower in Detroit so looking forward to spending time with her and Andrew.... Still seeing the online man....he is teaching me to ride his motorcycle.  Went over to the college last night and was able to ride.  Very fun....my "goal" is to be riding by next summer and then going to the Broken Orr (biker bar) and pull up on my Harley.  Looking forward to seeing the look on his face when that day happens...not for revenge just to show that I have moved above him.  That's what it means for me.... I almost emailed him last night to let him know that I miss him.  Almost....