What a bad day today...just emotional.  It is so beautiful outside but just can't seem to get into it.  I feel really alone.  I feel like I have no real girlfriends to count on just to go for a glass of wine.  Everyone seems to have their own lives and things to do.   Have some tentative plans for the weekend so I'm thankful for that.  There are so many festivals going on but no one to go with!  First time in 7 years..it's not a good feeling.