Maat2008

So, I am down to my last cigarette.  I bought this pack a week ago today, so that's really good. BUT...I want another pack.  I didn't go with my friend to the base just now, because I know I could...

So, even though I have not been smoke free this past week, I have been smoking far, far less than I was before I started to quit.  I bought a pack a week ago tommorow and I still have 4 left. I...

So, even though I have not been smoke free this past week, I have been smoking far, far less than I was before I started to quit.  I bought a pack a week ago tommorow and I still have 4 left. I...

Why do I have to go in every day and see that my badge says "1 day smoke free" and then go in and change it to "No, I'm not.." Is there a way to freeze this goal, so I can start it again when I am...

This counter is messed up and makes me feel GUILTY!!  I was not 2 days smoke free.  I have had 8 smokes in nearly 3 days.  Considering I was a pack a day, or at least 1/2 pack, that's pretty...

So, I may have blown it on the stop smoking, marijuana and cigarettes, but I still have my sobriety!!!  I was beating myself up over the smoking, and was actually afraid to post on the MJ or...

So yesterday, (morning) I was so proud of myself as I had 2 weeks not smoking.  I didn't even realize it had been that long, but my goal counter reminded me.  I got loads of encouragement from DS...

I found out my boyfriend, who had 2 days longer quit time than me, slipped and bought a pack of 10 fags. He smoked those, then quit again. He said it's been hard to stay quit without me (I am in...

So, I turned down a hash tabacco cigarette yesterday, because I didn't want the tobacco. Way to go me!!

I am to the point now, where alcohol is just not part of my life.  I rarely get tempted (except by near beer) as I've been down that road before and it ends in hand cuffs or with cuts and bruises...

I've almost blown a few times in the past two days.  Once at an AA meeting...and funny enough, the girl I usually smoke with is a "bummer", meaning she bums them off people and somehow thinks she's...

  I read a comment to one of my journal entries the other day and the person said, "I want what you have!" meaning total sobriety.  And although I know it's good for me and it's for the best, it's...

I just logged onto DS and saw my little badge that said I had 319 days sober...Whoa!! Who me??  It sounds so much grander that way, rather than just 10 months. I announced it to my flatmate (and he...