Maat2008

So, I may have blown it on the stop smoking, marijuana and cigarettes, but I still have my sobriety!!!  I was beating myself up over the smoking, and was actually afraid to post on the MJ or...

So yesterday, (morning) I was so proud of myself as I had 2 weeks not smoking.  I didn't even realize it had been that long, but my goal counter reminded me.  I got loads of encouragement from DS...

I found out my boyfriend, who had 2 days longer quit time than me, slipped and bought a pack of 10 fags. He smoked those, then quit again. He said it's been hard to stay quit without me (I am in...

So, I turned down a hash tabacco cigarette yesterday, because I didn't want the tobacco. Way to go me!!

I am to the point now, where alcohol is just not part of my life.  I rarely get tempted (except by near beer) as I've been down that road before and it ends in hand cuffs or with cuts and bruises...

I've almost blown a few times in the past two days.  Once at an AA meeting...and funny enough, the girl I usually smoke with is a "bummer", meaning she bums them off people and somehow thinks she's...

  I read a comment to one of my journal entries the other day and the person said, "I want what you have!" meaning total sobriety.  And although I know it's good for me and it's for the best, it's...

I just logged onto DS and saw my little badge that said I had 319 days sober...Whoa!! Who me??  It sounds so much grander that way, rather than just 10 months. I announced it to my flatmate (and he...

It's the afternoon of day 5 and as I write this, my flatmate is sat 4 feet away from me, smoking his 6th fag in the past 2 hours.  Between the crap comming up from me qutting, and his second hand...

Uh oh...DS sent me an automated reminder that I hadn't updated this goal in a week.  It made me realize that while I am stil sober, I may be growing complacent in my sobriety.  While I don't crave...

Well,the start of day 3 no cigarettes and I'm feeling like I can finaly beat this thing!  Yesterday, I rediscoverd suckers...yum.  And the plastic sticks are cool to chew on after, to beat the oral...

Good bye cigarettes, I will miss you.But I don't need the smell, or the damage that you do.My teeth will stay whiter,so less time in the loo.And think of all the money I'll save too...  I'll use the...

Well...I made it all the way until 7:20 pm....before I had a cigarette.  Just one and I bummed it off someone at an AA meeting. lol...kind of ironic, isn't it?  Still, that's pretty damn good. ...

I know it sounds like a cop out, but I've not been able to quit the smokes, because my boyfriend keeps buying them.   We were to quit together.  He's a professional singer and his voice has been...

Had a smoke...couldn't even go 24 hours.  How is it that I gave up booze and pot, but the smokes just have a grip on me??