Day 11

I've almost blown a few times in the past two days.  Once at an AA meeting...and funny enough, the girl I usually smoke with is a "bummer", meaning she bums them off people and somehow thinks she's not really a smoker.  lol.  At the meeting Tue. she asked if I wanted to go outside with her and I told her I'd quit smoking, but I'd go outside to chat.  She gave me a funny look and I thought she was thinking I was a trader or something, because she usually bums one off me...she had bought a pack.  lol So, I stood out there with her, as she smoked (enjoying my second hand smoke) and as we were going in, I told her that I was tempted to ask her for one, to which she quickly replied, "well, I wouldn't have given you one! lol Then, yesterday, at the Frankfurt airport, I was sat in the shuttle, waiting to be taken to my friends house and we were waiting for another pick up.  The shuttle driver (German guy) says he's getting out to check the flight status and asked if i wanted to get out or stay in?  I explained that if I got out, I would want to bum a smoke (I'd been traveling for 8 hrs at that point) and I had been quit for 10 days.  He said he was going to offer me one...but...lol.   It's funny how when you tell people that you are quitting, they don't want to enable you...lol.