Maat2008

It's the afternoon of day 5 and as I write this, my flatmate is sat 4 feet away from me, smoking his 6th fag in the past 2 hours.  Between the crap comming up from me qutting, and his second hand...

Uh oh...DS sent me an automated reminder that I hadn't updated this goal in a week.  It made me realize that while I am stil sober, I may be growing complacent in my sobriety.  While I don't crave...

Well,the start of day 3 no cigarettes and I'm feeling like I can finaly beat this thing!  Yesterday, I rediscoverd suckers...yum.  And the plastic sticks are cool to chew on after, to beat the oral...

Good bye cigarettes, I will miss you.But I don't need the smell, or the damage that you do.My teeth will stay whiter,so less time in the loo.And think of all the money I'll save too...  I'll use the...

Well...I made it all the way until 7:20 pm....before I had a cigarette.  Just one and I bummed it off someone at an AA meeting. lol...kind of ironic, isn't it?  Still, that's pretty damn good. ...

I know it sounds like a cop out, but I've not been able to quit the smokes, because my boyfriend keeps buying them.   We were to quit together.  He's a professional singer and his voice has been...

Had a smoke...couldn't even go 24 hours.  How is it that I gave up booze and pot, but the smokes just have a grip on me??

  This is my first day no cigarettes...My aunt, who is a drug and alcohol counselor, once told me that Marijuana was the 2nd hardest drug to quit, under heroin.  I disagree.  I think cigarettes...

Well, I'm still smoking fags, but no booze or weed.  Today I have done something to my lower back and I can't bend over or sit down without excruciating pain.  I swear, if I had any, I'd smoke a...

Well, I'm brand new here today and I'm not quite sure what to do with this site.    I have 10 months, 3 days sober from drinking, which I do with the support of AA groups, but I have no sponser...

I've got one day not smoking...I didn't even bum a fag off anyone...and I really didn't have the desire to spend money on them either.  Even after I got a p/t job, where I figured out I will be...

Well, last month, on the 26th, I got my II year chip.  I actually got 2 of them, as my home group gave me a really nice, black lacured one, then my sponsor gave me their 2 year chip at another...

Who'd have thought...ME...totally sober? I have been bar tending a lot lately, and closing down a bar and being completely sober at the end, is a trippy thing.  While everyone else is draging ass to...

I honestly can not remember the last time I was completely sober on the 4th of July.  Last year, I was alcohol free, but smoked a BIG fatty with a friend, on my roof, while we watched the...