Starting over

So yesterday, (morning) I was so proud of myself as I had 2 weeks not smoking.  I didn't even realize it had been that long, but my goal counter reminded me.  I got loads of encouragement from DS people and felt good.     Then, I was out and about in Germany, where everyone smokes, everywhere (At a cafe, smoking tables RIGHT NEXT to non smoking) and all shops smell of cigarettes.  The kicker was this licence plate...the letters were KL ##PS, and my BF and I play a game of making sentences out of the letters.  I read it as, Kristi Lee Please Smoke, and right accrossed the street was a cigarette vending machine...right on the street.  It was a sighn. I saw that they had one of my brands, so I thought "F it" and put my euros in the slot to buy them.  Turns out, Germans do have some regs about smoking and you had to have some sort of ID chip to say you are of age.  Did that stop me??? NO.  A bit later, on base, I saw that they had MY FAVORITE BRAND...not seen them in months as I've been over seas.  So, I bought them.   Later, I smoked 1/2 of one and you know what???  I didn't even really enjoy it.  The head rush was kinda cool, but then the taste and smell was BLAH..  I have since smoked one more and had the same experience.     My BF who had 2 more days than I, also broke down and has bought some.  We did so good when we were together, as we had each other to lean on an offer direct support to.  Is that a cop out???  So, I will keep the pack I have, to avoid speanding more money if the craving comes again, but at least I won't be smoking anywhere near as much as I was. 2 cigs in 19 hrs, VS. a whole pack in that same time, seems pretty good.   I'm not beating myself up...although it took me HOURS to come on this site and "confess"...lol.  Not sure what makes me think I should have been better than that, because I am a mear human. lol.