Maat2008

I've got one day not smoking...I didn't even bum a fag off anyone...and I really didn't have the desire to spend money on them either.  Even after I got a p/t job, where I figured out I will be...

Well, last month, on the 26th, I got my II year chip.  I actually got 2 of them, as my home group gave me a really nice, black lacured one, then my sponsor gave me their 2 year chip at another...

Who'd have thought...ME...totally sober? I have been bar tending a lot lately, and closing down a bar and being completely sober at the end, is a trippy thing.  While everyone else is draging ass to...

I honestly can not remember the last time I was completely sober on the 4th of July.  Last year, I was alcohol free, but smoked a BIG fatty with a friend, on my roof, while we watched the...

So, my counter is actualy one day off.  I have 2 weeks pot free and totally sober today.  It's been months since I have been totally sober, but even then, after about 2 months, my back went out and...

I wanted to have the little counter on my stop smoking marijuana, so that I didn't have to go back and check my 1st journal entry for the date, and managed to delete all those journals and all your...

Well, this Alcoholic/Stoner made it one whole day (so far) without smoking Marijuana. AND...I am not sleeping well at all, which I know could be helped with weed, but I won't do it. I have to give it...

Not written in a while, as I have been out there trying to get a job...actually a new carreer as JOB stands for Just Over Broke. lol.   I have nearly 15 months alcohol free...I still won't say...

I didn't think I could do this...for the longest time, I wouldn't even really try, thinking "I'll just fail anyways, so why deny myself the only high I have left?" Well, today, on my 3rd day of...

I DID IT!!  One day not smoking weed.  It was difficult as it was everywhere, but I did not pick up that 1st joint. Thanks to my higher power...

I have struggled with this addiction for years now and I had an apiphany of sorts yesterday that it's time to give it up. I quit for nearly 3 months, Nov. to Jan, and it was easy to do because I was...

Well, I have been going to meetings every week day and every time I get something positive and inspiring out of it. Yesterday, a lady shared that came from a very similar background as me. Her story...

So, I am down to my last cigarette.  I bought this pack a week ago today, so that's really good. BUT...I want another pack.  I didn't go with my friend to the base just now, because I know I could...

So, even though I have not been smoke free this past week, I have been smoking far, far less than I was before I started to quit.  I bought a pack a week ago tommorow and I still have 4 left. I...