M3NTALLYLOST
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Among the depths of my dark alone, I long for a kiss from steel to soul . . . and I did not give in this time to see blood, just bruises. I wrote, had bad thoughts, had cyber relationships, stopped...
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It is funny in someway I guess. I just noticed it’s happening again, another bad set of days, always around the military holidays. I am off this week like I subconsciously knew, or something. I...
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I am well all. Thank you each and everyone for the hugs and such. I have not been on DS since the Wednesday my Aunt died, not even a peek as I have been known to do. This was something I could only...
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My Aunt died today Wednesday, May 20, 2009 at 1251, in her own home. She was born November 28, 1933. I am happy for her, and mad at myself. I knew before the RAR weekend she was done on earth, I was...
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I know I went from 15% to 25% and from months to one day. Why up in the progress? It was not due to an emotional episode, it was due to habit. I had an ingrown toenail catch on the sheet in bed and...
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I wanted to change my avatar to "There is another world, there is a better world... there must be" but I could not crop it right, I added it to my photos. So here's my tiger still a bit shy, looking...
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Wow its been over a month I’m OK I guess, well a lot better than a month ago, or way better than 8 months ago. I’ve been going to the same therapist every week for almost two months now. I really...
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Update: My new therapist is awesome. She is the fifth one I have been to. She actually makes me mad from time to time, and that’s what I need. She has hit every point I want to bring up before I...
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I have had a lot of stuff going on lately. My Son is going through a lot of testing on his G.I. system. We are trying to find the right medication mix on my Daughter is trying to break her arms and...
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I just went over my entry from Jan 15 and realized it is almost the same as todays. I guess the dwelling over the same thoughts is on par for me, it is only a week.
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I know it has been awhile … but I’m still here… still alive…still have some hope in a very small sliver. The last few weeks has been rather exhausting between work being after me and self...
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I have only gotten to page 13 paragraph 2 of my RAR and have written a ten page novel in my personal journal at home. I hand print in apx. size 5 font, front and back, so yes, it is a novel. To sum...
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I got my step Mom to lie to my Dad and order RAR about two weeks ago and I got it on the 6th or 7th. She told him it was for a coworker because I live with my Aunt who stalks the mailbox, and I am...
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