Changingpb
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- My dad called me sobbing last night. I jumped in my car and drove 80 miles to be with him. 53 years my parents were together. It was good for both of us. I just got him breakfast at his small town Montana diner. Headed home soon. Sober!!!!
- Im giving you all permission, no in fact im begging you. if i fall off this board again, message me, harass me, confront me. This board literally is an excellent source of support for me. if im not using it im hiding. Day 2.!!!!! In addition if...
- I uploaded my real pic. Its ok if folks know. Its about not hiding. Big step:)
- I went back on the wine. The past month or so I watched my mom die. We had her funeral Saturday. Last night ingot my 4 lil bottles of wine. Today I want to get sober again and I know ill find help here. I'll be posting throughout the day for...
- Yesterday we finished decorating as a family, got groceries and after my granddaughter went to bed I watched Osage County on netflix. Windy on the Montana prairie this am, but it's a beautiful day in sobriety and hungover. My husband is very crabby...
- So I got off work, it was my birthday so I knew I had to treat myself. So I treated myself and my family to Arby's take out, we watched Mulan as a family on netflix, then papa and lex went to bed so I put on Grey Gardens on Netflix and snuggled up...
- Today I turn 49. It was of course an excellent reason most years to get black out crazy drunk. But this year sobriety is important. Seeing 50 is important and so I'm choosing not to drink. Driving to work this am the sun was coming up on the Montana...
- Ive had bronchitis and have been very ill. But im back and im sober, although coming off the cough medicine I think triggered that old familiar feeling. I disclosed to the prescriber I was newly recovering, but taken as prescribed shouldn't do harm....
- Still on a sober path, wind and snow has blown several times. Best thing I can do is put my hood and coat on (DS). Not terribly craving my four little bottles today. Want to not have a hangover or guilt tomorrow so im posting because that's what I...
- Its upon me. The time im off work for the day and the thirsty has its volume turned up. so here I am posting. God Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the...
- As I stated earlier I was struggling today. I kept the promise I had made myself and posted before I went on the quest to get wine. It worked. I kept busy and checked in several times on ds. I won't have a hangover or shame in the am and I liked the...
- today is a hard day. wines been calling me alll day. and im like a lil cleaning machine. been outdoors winterizing the yard, (picking up dog dishes, caulking the chicken coop windows etc) as i mentioned my scotty dog died a little over a week ago...
- going to paint my countertops. it helps me when I keep myself occupied. I also recieveed my new book how to stop drinking without aa. lots of good information. no cravings today, am feeling good. probabale pink cloud again, but ill take it over the...
- It's not enough to try and resist. I had my four lil wines last night. I've ordered Allen carrs book and need the courage to walk into an aa meeting. Wtf is wrong with me that I can convince myself this time is different? 2nd relapse since I started...
- My Scotty Dog got so sick I had to have him put down today. I have bronchitis but chose non alcohol cough meds when I went to the store. I don't know how im going to drive home. I feel so much pain over the loss of Winston, my mom dying of cancer,...