dinorachel

I'm so so so so stressed.  I feel like I need to cry, but every time I get close I have to stop because I'm around people.  I don't have any reason to be so goddamn upset.  It's my senior year of...

I fell today, with my camera.  That camera is my life.  I need it.  The lens is fucked now.  It won't focus quite right and it won't focus completely.  I need it to work! Of course I have no one...

I wrote a travel essay for a scholarship contest, and it's a fuckin' semi-finalist piece! :D I feel so so so so good right now. I can write. I haven't lost my touch. I can write. I had to chop that...

Who does that? He spelled my name the way his godawful girlfriend spells hers. Bastard. One would think I rank at least a little higher than the girlfriend. She is a cheating whore (she helped my...

Today, I finally went out and bought new strings for my guitar.  My little E string broke last week and I hadn't been able to get a new one.  Now I have the strings, and I feel so much lighter, so...

Is it wrong for me to be upset that my boyfriend of a year + hasn't invited me to his going-away party? He's leaving for college in a week, exactly, and I start school again in five days. I've dated...

I've reached a new low for myself this week.  I took my box of tools (I can't think of anything else to call the things I hurt myself with) with me on vacation.  Vacation, for Christ's sake! I was...

Mother thinks I'm cutting again and decided to tell my father, whom she hates. So had to go out for supper with them so they could discuss this problem with me and now I have to go back to the same...

The boyfriend broke up with me today. After I vowed to forget about him going away and just have fun, and be a goddamn perfect girlfriend for him. I'm so upset. I'm upset that I lost him, but I'm...

In August or September, my boyfriend will leave me to go to college.  He's already discussed with me that he won't make it work long distance, so I'll probably never see the kid again. I love the...

I've felt so great off-and-on for the past few weeks (there have been long periods of depression in between the happiness, but I'm choosing for now to ignore those). I've been writing happy things,...

I don't know what to write; I have nothing to say. I just want - no, need - to keep my hands moving. If I let my hands go free, I'll end up hurting myself, and with the way I'm feeling now, I'll...

Yeah, it's exciting. It's been a long while since I've been really passionate. I love it.I'm really, really passionate about giving the homeless and needy a good name. I'm going to do a series of...

I am so so so so tired. I have been so so so so tired for about a week now and sleeping doesn't help. I doze off on the way to school, I doze off during lectures, I doze off on the way home from...

Didn't pass my permit test. Not like I really want to drive anyway. But still. It hurts. After months and months of my dad saying to me, "A trained monkey could pass that test!" it hurt to have to go...