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I just got a call from my mother the bitch wants me to go with her to counseling hell no fuck that I have better things to do than listening to my moms fucking bull shit.  She wants it her way and...

Last night my mother pissed me off that I took the knife out of my closet and slit my arm five times  I also bit my arm until I bruised.  I fucking dont know what to do.  Where am i to fucking...

What a rainy morning I went to school today and boy am I tired been up all night.  yesterday I was cleaning my room and my bathroom to make it much neater.  My dog sasha is legally blind now just...

I am feeling worse its been three hours and Im feeling worse when is this gonna end.  I almost cut myself with a knife to release pain and bad emotions.  I want this to stop but every time I try I...

I dont want to get out of bed leave me the fuck alone mom.  I hate you you dont understand what Im going through.  Mom you bug me one more time I swear I will get fucking violent.

Am I happy no Am I depressed yes Am I trying to get better yes am I failling yes. Am I in rage yes Am I fucking pissed off yes Arrgh I cant take this anymore I just wanna die i just dont feel like i...

I cant fucking take this anymore I am in too much fucking pain.  Im about to lose it   First the stress from college has gotten to me big time when i mean big time I FUCKING MEAN BIG TIME!!!  I...

I saw my new psychiatrist yesterday and she prescribed me Safris I wonder how that will work one good thing is the tablet tastes good. you put it under your toungue and the chocolate flaver dessolves...

I got a new psychiatrist now I can get the bipolar under control.  I guess you really do get somewhere when you call and harrass the place you go to to get what you want.  Now Im free as a bird...

I cant take this no more.  The invega stopped working after two months I dont understand this I was beginning to except the fact i have bipolar now the episodes hit me with a vengance.   WHAT DID...

Went yesterday to my doctors appointment Im still stuck three more weeks with the staples in my back.  Well i guess nothing goes according to plan but lying around for three more weeks Im gonna...

Wow last week went by soooooooooo fast.   I have a doctors appointment today at four so the doctor can look at my back and tell me when these staples are coming out.  I hope soon because my back...

Im starting to under stand my diagnosis but its still hard to get through the day being scared if an episode happens.   Im at my dads and he recently had an episode that lasted eleven hours...

Hey guys A couple of days ago i went for back surgery Im home now.  I was told to stop all my meds this should be fun i dont want to end up back in the hospital.  Im taking demeral for a painkiller...

I cant catch myself in a bipolar episode I cant catch myself in a bipolar episode yesterday it was horrible i broke a tv i had only had it for a month I cant take this no more I want a life not...