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My fiances mother is in the hospital due to the leukiemia.  I dont know what to do but say CANCER IS FUCKING EVIL!!!  I feel bad that he is hurt over this situation.  I always tell him that I am...

Ehhhhhhh I dont know how I feel today I am very confused my head is hazed.  My mans mother is in the hospital due to cancer he is totally upset I understand him my mother had cancer too and it...

I just got a call from my mother the bitch wants me to go with her to counseling hell no fuck that I have better things to do than listening to my moms fucking bull shit.  She wants it her way and...

Last night my mother pissed me off that I took the knife out of my closet and slit my arm five times  I also bit my arm until I bruised.  I fucking dont know what to do.  Where am i to fucking...

What a rainy morning I went to school today and boy am I tired been up all night.  yesterday I was cleaning my room and my bathroom to make it much neater.  My dog sasha is legally blind now just...

I am feeling worse its been three hours and Im feeling worse when is this gonna end.  I almost cut myself with a knife to release pain and bad emotions.  I want this to stop but every time I try I...

I dont want to get out of bed leave me the fuck alone mom.  I hate you you dont understand what Im going through.  Mom you bug me one more time I swear I will get fucking violent.

Am I happy no Am I depressed yes Am I trying to get better yes am I failling yes. Am I in rage yes Am I fucking pissed off yes Arrgh I cant take this anymore I just wanna die i just dont feel like i...

I cant fucking take this anymore I am in too much fucking pain.  Im about to lose it   First the stress from college has gotten to me big time when i mean big time I FUCKING MEAN BIG TIME!!!  I...

Im bored I am in school just found out that my math class is cancelled.  I might go to the doctors today I just got a flu shot yesterday and now my arm is swelled up.

Ok I know what some of u think already of me.  but I held this load in me for soooooooooooooooooooo long.  for any one of u that dont want to be friends with me anymore I understand.  Im also on...

Ok I know what some of u think already of me.  but I held this load in me for soooooooooooooooooooo long.  for any one of u that dont want to be friends with me anymore I understand.  Im also on...

Ok I know what some of u think already of me.  but I held this load in me for soooooooooooooooooooo long.  for any one of u that dont want to be friends with me anymore I understand.  Im also on...

I got loads of sleep again.  tommorrow I have to go to school again sometimes I hate school.  It just pisses me off If I dont do good.  Today Im going to the bank to check on my funds in my mutual...

Im better now uhhhhhhhhhhhh just alittle bit tired.  I got loads of sleep I needed that because I would of been a bitch again.   Im going to try to clean the house depends on how much my body...