why why why
I cant take this no more. The invega stopped working after two months I dont understand this I was beginning to except the fact i have bipolar now the episodes hit me with a vengance. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS!!!!! My psychiatrist is no help I go tell him of the episodes im having and how bad they are and how its effecting me yes how its effecting me and he says oh its nothing to worry about lets just up the dosage of the invega wtf i agreed but it didnt work i cant survive my days Im scared of people being near me this is not fair. I keep calling harrassing the psychiatrist but it does me no good and it puts me more into depression. WTF your my doctor your supposed to help me not make me feel worse. UGH day after day of rage that turns to melt downs it hurts my bones and my self esteem. I want my life back I would do anything for it I wanna hang out with friends with out fear of going into an episode I wanna hang out with family they hate me for having bipolar and they want nothing to do with me except my father who gave me the dissorder. I feel alone so out of place just wanna commit suicide and end my life I give up what i want to do is never going to happen because of these frecken episodes please i want my life back. Any advice to control these rage symptoms??? I can use advice thanks
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