sasha5

Hey guys I hope you all are ok well Im not Im pissed off.  I am hurt more than anyone can tell.  all i know is never trust anyone including YOU JAMES!!!!!  I guess I should of stayed unsociable...

Oh today is a beautiful day I just want to stay outside sitting in my wheelchair and relax oh its sooooooo wonderful Im outside with my roomate oh my god Its nice and sunny I hope it stays like this...

Laying in bed as i hear from the doctors im getting worse.  probrably from the eh eh oh whatever i miss home i just wanna break free and run for my life if i could i would no balance so im stuck...

Ok due to early mornings going outside to use my iphone I think i got the cold and fever.  Im not gonna be on long because I wanna get off and rest I feel like Im falling asleep outside sitting in...

Emotional rollercoaster all over again I feel alone I had so many panick attacks past two days because my cousin screwed me up Today my dad talks to me about bipolar disorder he said he was just...

ehhh todays not out of the ordinary I broke my cell phone the one i text on now I cant text Im sooooooooooo pissed Im so numb painfully numb. 

Today is friday but it feels like a monday.  This week has gone too fucking slow.  James I am warning you if my bf dont get money today Ill die seriously I love this guy sooooooooooo much and I...

Im mad soooooooooooooo fucking mad I dont know why Im alittle bit hazed on that.  Hey brielle I got your friend request on facebook its weird you started one last night.  Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

Hey guys sorry was not on for a while I was not in the best of mood.  My dad came back on friday night yay.  Today I dunno where my mind is I kind of feel left out of whats going on with myself. ...

Im feeling worse today I just wanna go home.  I miss long island I miss my animals.  Yesterday I was in bed all day so i could not write anything or go online I was sooooooooo numb I still feel...

Emotions go high because of feeling lonely.  my depression has got the best of me today im out side so i can use iphone cause they dont work in hospitals.  I feel like crying and this usually...

Wow where does time go a couple of days ago my uncle eddie died from skin cancer one of the nurses was gonna wheel me over to see him until i was told he died Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!  I...

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO my dad has to go back to germany today why why why WHY?  I want him to stay He says its only gonna be for a week but for me its gonna feel like eternaty.  no...

I had a mold test done last night no more mold its gone I was wondering because i feel abit stronger.  I can breathe better now im just on ivs for lymes disease im not getting any progress with that...

Im still in the hospital.  Its getting pretty boring now doing nothing but being stuck in bed hooked up to ivs not being able to walk because lymes disease made me so weak.  I had my cousin james...