LavenderLove
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I don't think I want to stay with the Therapist I am with. I just don't feel like her and I click. I wanted to talk about a certain subject today and she brought up a subject we spoke about last week...
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I have therapy in 2 hours and I want to cancel but I wont let myself do that. I am so tired I just want to stay home and take a nap instead of going. I know this wont help me though. My bf left his...
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I have the worst sore throat! Last night every time I swallowed I would wake up in pain. I woke up early for a job interview. It was a 3rd interview and I was down and out cause I was SURE they...
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I have been doing well this week pushing thoughts of death out of my head at bedtime. I still haven't been able to get to bed at a good hour but I haven't been crying in bed over my thoughts this...
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I feel like freaking out. I have applied to so many positions and I can't find work. I am getting really down and out about this. This economy sucks!!! I need a job!! I can't afford my apartment my...
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I actually had a pretty good weekend minus my crazy rage with the unlicensed locksmith. My boyfriend spent the weekend at my apartment and we watched a good amount of films. We saw 1. Ironman2. The...
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I found that if I acknowledge my fears before sleep and cry it out I can fall asleep a little bit faster rather than fighting the thoughts out of my head.
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Today I went to my first session of therapy. I was a little nervous but glad I went. I was told that I am suffering from depression and insomnia. She wants to get ahold of the insomnia first with...
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I cant deal with this pain. Knowing he's hers and he will never be mine again. I have been taking Valium to help me at night. I need more help. I need to feel numb. I dont want to feel anything. This...
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My exbf and I broke up a year ago exactly. The break-up wasn't bitter we broke up in order to keep a friendship because we did love each other. We were arguing a lot because I was moving and wanted...
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I am moving back home in 3 weeks and I had already pretty much finished packing my apartment up. I was so excited to be leaving nyc where i had to live with roaches, mice, and bedbugs that I was...
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I am DONE with going to doctors...so okay in November I went to the doctor to check out a lump I felt in my neck...December comes around..I am diagnosed with Hashimoto Thyroiditis. Okay fine..so I...
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So life has been a bit hectic..my grandfather died from colon cancer last week...I am home with my family for a month before I go back to where I go to school...I was diagnosed with Asthma the other...
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It's not wonder I feel like crap physically after the last year and a half I had. These are the things that happenedI found out my mom contracted Hep-C while in the hospital having surgeryMy mom was...
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I stretched today. Put out my yoga mat put on some nice soothing music and really stretched..I used to be very flexible but lost it over time...It felt so good to stretch. My muscles are so weak and...
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