LavenderLove
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I have always been the girl who felt like she hung out with people that were above her. I never felt good enough. Never felt smart enough. I always wanted to be popular but was instead made fun of by...
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I hate that I obsess over the stupidest things. Like right now I have the smallest little mark on my computer screen its like hair thin and realllllyyyy small and I can't get it off and it's driving...
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As I was getting out of bed today I uttered the sentence "I am such a waste of space"..and thats how I felt. I didn't all asleep till late last night and woke up really late in the morning. It takes...
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I am frustrated. I have been having some difficulties sleeping. Last night I took Advil PM around 8:30 pm..finally fell asleep at 12:30am...kept waking up throughout the night and finally woke up at...
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I am so frustrated because I am always so tired. I go for walks with my dogs and the whole time I am rushing to get back home so I can lay down. Little walks tire me out. The thought of having to...
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I wish I believed in myself more. I get straight A's but yet I don't think I'm smart. I'm a size 4 but I think I'm fat. I'm short and I want to be tall. I have a great boyfriend yet I am always...
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This week something I was having extreme anxiety over passed and everything was okay. I also gave up caffeine. I have been able to fall asleep much better the past few nights.
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My dogs got neutered today. I have such anxiety when it comes to anyone I love having surgery. I always am afraid that when one goes under they just won't wake up. My dogs are doing fine. I get to...
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Both of my dogs are getting neutered right now. I know it's whats best for them but I am nervous anytime anyone I love goes into surgery. I am a nervous wreck right now. I am praying for their safe...
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I am upset. My boyfriend and I are both jobless. Today he realized that his unemployment ran out and he has been desperately searching for a job since. He told me he may not come over for a little...
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I found this very informative and helpful to read. John Bokma Mind freelance Perl programmerhttp://johnbokma.com/mind/depression-aggression.html Depression and aggression Leave me alone...
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I don't think I want to stay with the Therapist I am with. I just don't feel like her and I click. I wanted to talk about a certain subject today and she brought up a subject we spoke about last week...
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I have therapy in 2 hours and I want to cancel but I wont let myself do that. I am so tired I just want to stay home and take a nap instead of going. I know this wont help me though. My bf left his...
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I have the worst sore throat! Last night every time I swallowed I would wake up in pain. I woke up early for a job interview. It was a 3rd interview and I was down and out cause I was SURE they...
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I have been doing well this week pushing thoughts of death out of my head at bedtime. I still haven't been able to get to bed at a good hour but I haven't been crying in bed over my thoughts this...
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