cynicalcat
Status: what kind of person can't make it work w/ a tiny 18 lb dog
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Dealing w/ a lot of weight concerns lately. Luckily, I have not cut lately nor had a smoke. *sigh* It's not easy. I'm still looking forward to vacationing in Cali next week!!! :) I'll miss my...
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Well, times are good. Times are bad. *sigh* Such is life, eh? I cut last week. 1st time in over 200 days. I'm not going to get too angry over it though. I was just so upset that day. ...
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I often feel like I try so hard to keep it together only to notice that the more I need to contain something, the more it seeps through in unexpected areas: I can't stay completely smoke-free. ...
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Well, I haven't been here in a while. I just felt a need to write though. I've had a lot of conflicting feelings lately no doubt exacerbated by stress @ work. Much has also changed. I now...
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Wow. It's been a long time. Many things have improved. My moods are stabilizing. I feel less irritable & also less manic. I have very few urges to cut. On the negative side, I did start...
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Meds went up a week ago. I'm told to see a psychiatrist & a therapist. I don't want to. I don't feel I need to. But I probably should. Cripes, I'm the one who's been in this body 31...
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Tony & I have had a few discussions lately. Plus, my family doc wants me to see a psych & a therapist. All of that is helping me to feel a little better lately. I just keep trying to tell...
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I wish I could say, "Today was a fantastic day!" I did right by not giving Tony a copy of my journal entry from yesterday. I was just venting. I've sinced thrown the entry away.I was incredibly...
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Yes, I'm worried about Tony. He appears to have lost his motivation for recovery. I don't see the daily improvements I saw a month ago. If anything, I see decline or dormancy. Does he no...
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Is it any damn wonder I feel so much disdain for having to reside in this society. Whether the complaint is "TV is too violent" or "Obama is a Muslim" the result is people who despite any education...
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After a rough start to the week, it appears to be ending on a higher note. Hubby has a job & loathes it. I can't blame him. I'm too lazy to go into it now, but it's a shite situation. I'm...
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It's not the end of the world, & I am not a failure. So, I slipped up this past Sunday & cut. So, I was bottling up all my emotion & blew up on hubby. Shit happens, they say. Live & learn,...
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I cut yesterday. I shouldn't have let everything get to me. I should have talked to someone. Oh well. Shoulda, woulda, coulda, but didn't. So, now I have to live w/ my shite decision.
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