nikkinash08

I finally have a moment to sit down and collect my thoughts on the event that have changed my life in the last week. As most of you know Ian started running a fever Sunday morning. He still had it...

Dh eft last night for an over seas trip and Ian woke up with a 102 temp. Poor guy. I suspect and ear infection but i am not sure. I have been doing tylonal and motrin and will see how it is tomorow....

This journal is very sad so please only read it if your are prepared for it to be pretty heart wrenching.My Aunt was murdered in cold blood on December 21 1999. I have been tossing around the idea of...

Soooooooo..... Today was the big day for us. We got the results back of our NT Test. They baby is PERFECT!!!!! The results couldnt have been any better. I am so releived. I was so scared my on-line...

I couldnt sleep at all last night. I tossed and turned and then i would wake back up. I kept thinking about my NTS tomorrow and that always makes me think of Ashton which made me think of his father...

So my due date is 13 day away from Christmas. My BIL and SIL "called" Christmas after we invited everyone for last years. Well Hubby will be working as in he will be out of the country. Dh'd parents...

Yesterday was a nice day with my husband and son. It was my husbands only day off in 9 days. His days rotate every 4 weeks and he gets screwed alot by only having one day off. It was a hard week for...

 Im so sad. THE TOWN WERE I AM FROM LOST A HERO A FEW DAYS AGO. HE WAS 28 YEARS OLD and had cancer. He has been fighting it for months and had a stroke and dies Monday. He is married with 2 small...

Ok so you will not believe my SIL. Seriously. You remember the SIL that the world revolves around. The same SIL that has NO friends at all and all of 2 people showed up to her baby shower. Well today...

Just going to remind everyone that this is my journal where I can put my thoughts, feelings, and emotions with out being judged. That being said, I have a sick sick addiction. I love Toddlers and...

today is a day full of doctor apintments for the gummy in my tummy. I have my blood work for the NTS. Im a little nervouse but not really. I have lost a baby to Trisomy 18 so it ups my chances but I...

 I get zero privacy to go on line at the in-laws so I have not been able to journal. For some odd reason i can do everything on DS but post a journal. Go figure. I have been keeping up with everyone...

There are so many things I dont understand going on in this world. I have severl friends battleing IF and loosing and here I sit pregnant at almost 8 weeks and am ridden with guilt. I just want to go...

i think? Well today while Ian was napping i was goofing off on the computer and I sometimes will prows the help wanted ads. I miss working but am very particular about what i want lol. I only want...

I am so tired this morning. i AM usually a morning person but lately I can not get my butt in gear. We have music class today. I dread music class. The bigest waiste of $120 EVER. I will never sign...