very sad and depressed right now.
So my due date is 13 day away from Christmas. My BIL and SIL "called" Christmas after we invited everyone for last years. Well Hubby will be working as in he will be out of the country. Dh'd parents are going to Nashville and my parents are saving their vacation for when the baby is born. We live 700 miles away from everyone. SO I will 9 months pregnant for christmas this year and spending it with just Ian. I am so upset over it. My BIL and SIL have her family. I have no one. I feel like she sould tell my inlaws to spend it with me since i will be alone. But If you have been reading any of my jpurnals lately you know that will never happen and would never ever cross her mind because the world only revolves around her. I know its a long ways away. And to be honest I wasnt going to be going to her house anyways. But it sucks that Ian and I will be completely alone and I will be 9 months pregnant. Maybe I will be dialated around that time and I can have my MIL stay with me while DH is away. I know if i have the baby before christmas or start going into labor They will be here regardless. But thi sis something that will be bothering me for the next 6 months!