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today is a day full of doctor apintments for the gummy in my tummy. I have my blood work for the NTS. Im a little nervouse but not really. I have lost a baby to Trisomy 18 so it ups my chances but I know that i will love any child I am blessed with. Next thursday is the big u/s! This is when I found out Ian wa a boy. I am going to try so hard not to ask and if she asks if we want know to say no.
I have been praying or peace. This pregnancy has been so un-peacefull (is that a word?)
I have stressed over everything from teh second I got my 11 Beta. I hate worrying and want to enjoy this. It still does not feel real. I still cant beleive im pregnant. I have NO TUMMY at all. Im smaller than ever. All these people on my birth board are talking about being in maternity clothes! Im like really. Wow I would have thought I would be one of the first since there is only 16 months between pregnancies. Im smaller than I was last summer. Im sure ill start showing soon enough.
I have been praying every chance I get for so many of you. My heartbreaks for some of you and also beatwith ope for others. I love you all and am closer to you than anyother of my friends. I know we say "real life freinds" but you are my real life freinds. You are my real life support.
Have a great monday!
I have been praying or peace. This pregnancy has been so un-peacefull (is that a word?)
I have stressed over everything from teh second I got my 11 Beta. I hate worrying and want to enjoy this. It still does not feel real. I still cant beleive im pregnant. I have NO TUMMY at all. Im smaller than ever. All these people on my birth board are talking about being in maternity clothes! Im like really. Wow I would have thought I would be one of the first since there is only 16 months between pregnancies. Im smaller than I was last summer. Im sure ill start showing soon enough.
I have been praying every chance I get for so many of you. My heartbreaks for some of you and also beatwith ope for others. I love you all and am closer to you than anyother of my friends. I know we say "real life freinds" but you are my real life freinds. You are my real life support.
Have a great monday!
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Can\'t wait to hear the update about your appointment. My husband and I said we were going to wait until our child was born to find out the sex but we couldn\'t wait!!! Good Luck!!
Hope the appointment goes well!! Soon enough you\'ll forget what your toes look like :)
Hope everything went well at the apts. Can\'t wait to find out what you\'re having! And thats so sweet what you said about us DS girls. =]