nikkinash08

So I am in super nesting mode. Very hard to do on modified bed rest, but never the less that is what the internet is for. I starting freaking out that she only had 1 pink blanket. (she has several...

I miss Ian so much. Even though he hasn’t gone anywhere, i miss playing with him and doing things with him. Chasing him around picking him up and tickling him. Goin out side on walks with him and...

Somehow some way I managed to double pay our house payment!!!!! I dont really know how I did it but blah. It totally threw a wrench in my plans this month. This month DH gets a extra paycheck and we...

Home!! After a few days in the hospital Im finally home. Well I started having contractions over the weekend but we had many plans as my in-laws where in town and I had some fun activities planned. I...

Well here is the update on our housing situation. As many of you know the town house we are renting while in DC has been receiving notices and things taped to the door leading me to believe it was...

  I am so tired. I took Ian to a fall festival today. Dh is out of town so It was just me. That little guy is fast. He didnt want to be in the stroller so it was like a game of chase for 2 hours....

Well Dh came hometoday and said he wanted to talk. He said while at work today hethought about alot and realized how selfish he is and has been. He has not been paying attention or listening to any...

i am so freaking tired of arguing. I sweR. But i have got to be married to the most negative person in the world. Any time i bring up the baby, nursery, bedding anything, its like i get sucker...

Just one of those days that I could seriously cry at any moment. Ian has been a handful this week. I really am not cut out for being a SAHM. I love love love being a mom. But I cant handle day in and...

Well things have kinda been at a stalemate around here. No better and no worse i guess. I dont know what is going on with me and DH. We are just so off. I dont even know how to get back on track. I...

and pissed off!  A few weeks ago i started having pain in my tummy. SO i went to my PCP as i didn’t think it had anything to do with the baby. The pain was higher than where my uterus was at the...

Well first thing, Ill be 20 weeks friday!!! Can someone please tell me where the time has gone. Seriously, It still seems like I just found out. This little girl is moving up a storm. I feel her all...

 I dont even know if im more hurt than mad or visa versa. As most of you know my marriage has been on the rocks. Today i think he hit my breaking point. I am seriously considering making him move...

Well Its been a while since I journaled. We went on vacation and things have been crazy trying to get Ian back on schedule. I have been trying to read everyone’s journals and updates. If some have...

Its been a little over year since i have worked. Me becoming a stay at home mom was a decision my dh and I made jointly due to the move and his new job and crazy schedule. I quit a job I loved and...