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Hello everyone! I know I have been inactive on this site, and for that I apologize, but I do have some good news! I have started my very own blog! http://hanafarmer.wix.com/ogotig it is under...

why do I fuck everything up? I'm nothing but a lazy worthless piece of shit who no one should or could ever love. I want my family and my friends to love me and want me around but they don't and I...

My sister is talking about moving out in the next couple months. I know its selfish but I don't want her to leave, without her I basically have no one to talk to in the house. She actually...

My mother used to be a heavy smoker, and about five years ago she replaced that bad habit with another. She chews nicotine gum, in very large quantities. I'm telling you this because she has tried...

I've successfully kept myself isolated from my family for the last couple days. I've been working a lot of hours and when I come home I go straight to my room. So far no one has said anything or...

So for the last week or so I've had severe ear pain, with fever and some mild nausea. I basically ignored it because I didn't want to have to go to the doctor, I'm still on my...

I'm doing better than I have been the last week or two...I'm taking my meds more faithfully and trying like hell to sleep. I still feel like crap but its manageable. Sorry if I annoyed anyone with...

I can't do anything right, I wish there was a better way to describe myself then my usual repertoire of worthless, ugly, a failure etc, but there are no words to describe how repugnant I truly...

I honestly don't know what i'm doing anymore tbh. I feel so lost and confused, like I'm digging for something in the dark. I keep fluctuating between mania and despair. I know I need to see my NP (I...

So everyone here reading this knows I'm a worthless failure right? That has been clearly established? Do I need to do the sock puppet demonstration again? We good? Aiight. Well today I went back to...

My current mood is just eternal screaming into the void, where only cthulhu can hear me. And all that bastard did was throw a boot at my head and file a noise complaint. Just so much is piling up in...

Guys just a big heads up, if you get a friend request from a user named "Itson" ignore it! I befriended this guy and legit not even two hours into it he sent...

(TW: Graphic depictions of suicide and suicidal ideation, please do not read if you are currently thinking about suicide. Please exit this site and contact a help line immediately. Stay safe....

Please understand that my mother is very loving and supportive eighty percent of the time. But there are other times where she behaves very harshly towards me and I don't know how to handle...

I had my therapy appointment today. Things were discussed.  The gist of it is Dr. L thinks I should tell my sister about my assault. I don't want to. I talked to my mom about this but when we...