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- A big storm approaches. The weatherman urges everyone to get out of town. The priest says, "I won't worry, God will save me". The morning of the storm, the police go through the neighborhood with a sound truck telling everyone to evacuate. The...
- I dont mean in the complacency way, more the literal way.Regularly I forget, and I also forget about alcohol. I find myself at the bar - Normally only with my partner who is my safety net. But we will be out for dinner and I will go to get the...
- My outpatient hospital asked me and another patient to let some docs interview us.It lasted over 3 flipping hrs but I was happy to do it. They are researching in conjunction with somewhere in virginia to see if there is an alcoholic gene and...
- I was headed to a relapse - it should have happened yesterday or in the next few days.I was attending group, was positive to get through xmas, new years and to be coming to my 8th sober week. But I seemed to be missing my antidepressents and...
- Hi everyone,I posted a while back sayig my physio thiks i have fibro.Well now my doc has diagosed it. Ive been off work for 6wks and my doc has suggested 4 more. I thik i will phone my big boss ad tell her.Today i am in agony, i ran out of my pills...
- I survived xmas - sober for the first time.I went to a relapse prevention week prior to xmas.It taught me alot and has been invaluable. I am so proud of myself. This is a total of 39 sober days. I cant wait to get beyond 70 days, as that was my...
- Hi all, I have been suffering from back pain and knee joint since july, i saw physoitherapist since then. She treated me - my back pain would leave me unable to work - ive missed 8 weeks of work.My doc has been trying various medication.My physio...
- Im proud to say I have 30 days sober behind me.I originally tried to get it together and did 70 days, then I started relapsing. Relapse was inevitable for me as I didnt change my life, just my drinking, so once a big problem came up I had no tools...
- After relapses on and off from july I am going good.This is my 17th sober day i believe, i retried librium, am now on camporal but more important I am going to treatment.I have been to a few day hospital groups which will continue on. But next week...
- On business as usual - taking my librium but was feeling tearful hungry and knackered.I was so tempted - I called my partner and he talked some sense in me.Oh yeah and as a surprise gift one of my trainees bought me some exclusive lithiuan whiskey...
- This morning I am going to see a therapist for addiction.I actually think its 2 sessions. One is with the initial lady i saw a few weeks ago for an interview. Today is a followup.Then hopefully i have another analysis interview with the treatment...
- Hi ALLIve always had weight problems - they have yoyoed over the place all my life, but my biggest amount of time is spent being obese.I have just looked at myself properly in the mirror for the first time in a year. its horrendous - lately ive just...
- But doing good. Avoiding the temptation - just trying to work and sleep.*hugs all*
- I went back to see my doctor.I wanted to ask for help. Last week I had an initial interview with an addictions counsellor who is refering me to a local support place. Hopefully I should hear more about that soon.So i explained to the doc about my...
- well???Is it a necessary part of alchololism?Does it matter how often you do it?Can anyone control it?What do you say and do when it happens?Sorry i know this is hitting close to the alcoholic bone and leaves little room for shame, but i always...