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Status: My emotions are so hard to keep just barely stable...
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Clarity has it's side effects... I realized tonight that while the new Geodon seems to be giving me some odd clarity or organizational thinking, I am having real problems getting to sleep. I had...
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Ironically if a person is having severe troubles they need help now. But in a crisis is EXACTLY when you are LEAST likely to be able to navigate the system to get help.... For me, I try to deal with...
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Hi everyone. I am a big believer of strategies in dealing with things. I have tried to set up lofty strategies to achieve 'goals' . But for me, I have found that just setting up strategies for...
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I am not take and I am not wantShun the light, sheild my eyes from the incessant barrage of all things bad that come into viewIt is so clear, is it not?Shut my eyes so that the darkness brings...
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Now the polar opposite of the 'freight train' now that I have dropped deeply, quickly into depression. Just existing is painful. I try to distract myself, walk, watch TV. But I am so easily...
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Well I stopped taking Xyprexa for sleep and stability due to the side effects. I take it intermittently with/without Prozac to get out of a funk; Xyprexa alone for ANY funk, Xyprexa AND Prozac...
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I did have some DS members accept my friends invite and it really made me good. I thank you dearly and hope we can share good vibes, or a ear for the down times. I was so up yesterday, had HUGE...
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Today there were threads about a CL and all, a leader, moderator, a horse built by a committee(ends up looking like a camel). I found that the stream of comments really made me feel like many...
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EVERTIME I just about feel I have some answers to my swings it fails me. I am at work and all I can do is fantasize about walking out. Where would I go, hum. Home is depressing. Trips are too...
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Somewhere along the way my life's intent turned insincere. My innocence gladly given away for a peek at the ‘other side’. My eyes now constantly squinted and darting around the room always...
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(funny to me at least, much more amusing, to me, than being depressed) I am on vacation. Hadn’t been in the room 10 minutes and, while unpacking, dropped my new 5oz. cologne bottle on...
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(Funny, to me anyway...)I am on a very nice vacation, yet, I miss my cats. I love dogs but I miss my cats. I had dogs when I was a kid, Smokey the German Shepard and Moose the Dachund(think...
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' -- choose font -- '...this crap is endless. will someone just pick something, pleeease.... fuck.... i realize now that so much of my life is in a sincere belief that mayberry RFD exists. that...
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Does anyone else have a problem with Sunday's? Not the blues. Actually I love Monday and going back to work as it generally keeps me busy. Sometimes Monday sucks as much, but not usually. I...
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It never ceases to amaze me how I am so out of tune with my feelings and then something makes me focus inward briefly and I think "Wow, I didn't realize..." So today seemed ok and then I realized I...
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